mood : okay... i think.
music : screw radio 120419 with kazuki (screw), riuki (velbet) & aoi (the gazette)


kombanwa minna.
ne... lame juga beta tidak mencemar duli di sini. bagaimanakah rakyat beta semua? sihat belaka? Alhamudulillah.

hmm... many things happen to me lately. i bukan tak mo menulis kat sini. just things has become so mixed up, i don't know how to face it.

okay! memule skali, i akan benti keje. YE. BERHENTI KERJA. akhirnya. AKHIRNYA! i dapat keje baru lah. starts this may. kat ne? doko? doko? fufufu~ kat UNIQLO. u ols tau tak ape kebende nye Uniqlo nih? haaa... clothing brand yang membawa tag line, " FROM TOKYO TO KUALA LUMPUR " if u ols perasan lah! position yang i dapat is retail associates. to me, that position is like buat sales lah. but i took it. why? naze? sebab i nak tau camne keje sales. mase interview aritu, the person in charge tu cakap, uniqlo tak same cam brand lain. even work environment pon lain. okay. i nak tengok camne nanti. Uniqlo is one Japanese clothing brand yang sedang berkembang kat mesia nih. so far ade 3 store kat area klang valey, One Utama, Fahrenheit 88 ngan KLCC. soon to be open kat Mid Valley. yesterday i round mid jap ade jumpe store yang soon-to-be-open tu. actually, i memang tak jangke akan diterima bekerja kat Uniqlo based on that interview. Interview tu pon i rase cam sempoi habis pastu dengan i yang tak berapa ready and prepared nye terus interview. tu pon buat mase i ngan ai chan pegi jobstreet career fair. ehhhhhh~~~ matte matte!! AI CHAN?!?! ne! desho ne! ai chan is my new friend! she is someone who understood myself so well.we met at tumblr. and we been so cliqued ever since. dah twice kitorang jumpe. and we shared same dream. JAPAN. kitorang bercadang untuk moved to Japan after this. tadi i tengok tv apsal life Yuna kat L.A. to me, she's very inspiring. she's willing to sacrifice and leave her family back in malaysia to full fill her dream and ambition as professional musician. so now, i'm so inspired to make my dreams come true. and that is living in japan and open my own shop there. why there? i'll tell you later. but lately, i had an emotional roller coaster. to the part i was thinking erm... maybe u ols akan kate, "what the FUCK?!" but yeah... i do think about it, most of the time... the deadly thoughts. or should i say, suicidal thoughts. fyi, tak sume yang i gambarkan tentang diri i kat blog nih adelah diri i yang sepenuhnye. ade certain part of myself yang u ols tak tau. but lau u ols nak tau more, leh ke tumblr blog i. click jek tumblr link 2. tu personal blog i yang kedua. tapi lately i banyak membuang mase kat situ. okay, enough about that. sambung pasal uniqlo tadi. sou... memang i tak sangka akan dapat. i ade drop banyak CV i kat employers yang i rase ade potensi untuk hire i. and lepas career fair tu memangi ade dapat few offers. salah satu yang membuatkan i amat sukar buat keputusan untuk memilih offers yang di-offer-kan pada i ialah from DNP Clothing. the position offered was fashion coordinator. sounds interesting right? but they said that the job scope almost as retail associates. it's field work (meaning not in the office) ne minna, dua company ni (DNP & Uniqlo) adelah joint ventured companies. but in the end i choose Uniqlo sebab first, it's basically a Japanese company. second, i memang gila everything about Japan. third, i memang tak tau nape i tetap pilih uniqlo. cam there's something about this company yang membuatkan i sangat curious and ntah lah... susah yang explain. even ai chan cakap yang i nih suke giler kat uniqlo. maybe... fufufu~ the truth is, i tak penah pon shopping kat uniqlo. i penah skali jek pegi store dia kat Fahrenheit 88. baju-baju dia sume lawa-lawa belaka cume... fulusnye i yang tak berapa nak ade... price diorang not bad gak. hmm... adelah on that one point, i rase cam drastic sangat perubahan yang i nak buat and i fikir yang betul ke ape yang i buat nih? i akan benti keje and keje kat tempat baru. two years keje kat firm tu memang banyak benda i gained but one thing is... i tak boleh dah nak duduk kat firm tu. keje yang i buat tu memang out of my field and sampai sekarang, i dah lupe banyak benda pasal fashion sebab i tak de mase nak wat benda yang fashion-related. pastu i started thinking... the longer i stay here... the more i become oblivious about what i used to loved. and i want to go back to the path i should be long time a go. i tak nak all the sweat, money and everything i learned kat poli dulu going to waste anymore. tu pasal lah bila Uniqlo called me, i terus teruja and terima offer tu. i fikir, tak kisah lah retail associates pon asalkan it had to do with fashion. and i pikir actually retail had to do with fashion. maybe i akan belajar selok belok perniagaan, how to interact with customers, how to boost sales. sebab i cite cite i nak bukak boutique sendiri and this might be crucial. pastu tak sangka pulak lepas i dapat call dari Uniqlo, few more offers comes to me. one of it is DNP lah. about other offers. tak yah la citer. i nak bagitau yang penting-penting jek.

second thing. erm.. pe yek? lupe dah i... oh, tonight ade alice nine channel (click here to watch but please register before hand, onegaishimasu). dan beta, telah berjaya menambat hati ai chan untuk meminati alice nine. too bad she said gazetto wasn't her cup of tea but maybe i can slowly convert her to like gazetto. fufufufu~~ actually, memang i dah lupe ape yang i nak cakap. maybe lepas nih i ingat balek, i post lah.

okay?
okay!

oh, kat atas i tulis music : screw radio kan? tu i dl dari link yang telah dibagi kepada i kat twitter. so thanks to the person yang mengupload the radio show tu. kat tengah-tengah radio show tu banyak beep. and paham-paham jek lah ye... three man, gathered... what else comes in mind, right? as far as i know, kazuki-kun and aoi-san tu memang agak horny sikit orang nye... o~kay~ maybe banyak... i don't know much about riuki so... yeah...

hmm.. there's lots more to tell but i had no idea how to say it here. see you guys in next post, ne!!

jya~~ mata ne!

back to business ;)

Mood : a slight headache
Music : the GazettE - Naraku

konbanwa minna~ hey hey!! seems like the connection is back in business!!

nyahaha!!! there's  lot i wanna say here. first of all, i will be on my hunting for new job. i think i had enough at my current job. it's not like i can't take the pressure but going totally not in your field, it's really something you can't stay for last. law wasn't my field at all. tho the work seems to be not such a big deal but since i feel like i'm running everything in that damn office, i need to find back my path. so i have my dad advices and need more from him cuz i feel like going back to JB. i love KL. it's like my home and been living here since end of 2009 but i can't forever stay here at my aunt place. she got her two kids to raise and in this crowded home, i need my own space. oh yeah. i read joel's tweet about creating your own legacy and keep your creativity alive. it really moved me. oh! yes! i just followed him. joel. a.k.a joel madden. the guy from good charlotte. he's my super duper biggest celeb crush ever. i don't know from where i found him on twitter but yeah i did. when he decided to be with nicole, i was depressed. when he was with hilary, i also depressed. hohohohhh what kind of person am i?! so back to legacy and creativity thingy, i really wanted to get my ass back on fashion, sketching, designing garments again. man i missed that a lot!! i even had this while dream of becoming stylist/designer at ps company. what the hell?! hahas. that's me. that's what i do. i daydream a lot. you don't wanna stay in my brain! it's messy as hell! xDD but really, i would love to design for them! menswear is way easier and of course, your models are men, what else do you expect??!! xDD

jaa... i was actually watching vampire knight but got distracted by posting this entry. lmao
trululu~~

going back to KL. already.

Mood : just woke up.
Music : Alice Nine - Blue Flame

ohayou minna-san~
it's 0715h now and i have less than 4 hours before i'll take off. maaaannnn... what a suckerish feeling!  tomorrow is work. like the hell... i had strong feeling that the connection is still damn baka back in KL. at my house. oh well. THAT IS JUST PLAIN BAKA. and i still sneezing. my chest hurt! i will consume my third soluble soon. i'm gonna be so damn busy for the next three days. last friday, not many work has been done. geez. i hate this kinda pressure! and i think last night i am being over exaggerating about him. well, that's one of my traits. i easily over exaggerating over something. if you had problem with that, well, that's your problem. not mine. (¬‿¬)

ja~ mata ne minna! i need to do last minute packing. again, i hate packing. it's the thing i'll do last minute.

i'm goin home~ (^ 0 ^)/

Mood : eksited

Music : tak dengar pa lagi dalam bas karang baru bukak

yosh! ohayou minna!!!

hi hi psychedelic chan!

ini ari i akan balik umah yang lame dah tak balik.

ari tu balik mase raye aji pon kejap jek kat umah.

pastu balik umah nenek pulak.

bontot pon tak panas lagik.

so hopefully 4 days of worthy holidays for me!!

i ade less than one hour nak naik bas.

skung i kat tbs. sat lagi nak naik bas dah.

Ya Allah, semoga perjalanan ku selamat tiba... Aminnn~~

line tepon + internet kat umah sini still cam bangang.

hopefully kat umah nanti clear se-clear clear nye!!!

luggage yang siap malam tadi. :3

tuan puteri on the way ke lrt. sempat lagi nak berselca tepi jalan. *duhh~~ XP*

wokey!!

time to take off people!!

jaa~!!! 

SEE YOU IN JB!!!

KL PEEPS, ADIOS AMIGOS!! X33

satu bulan satu barang

Mood : agak stress pasal duit le. DUH~

Music : the GazettE - Calm Envy keep calm and listen to the GazettE ♥

konnichiwa minna...

ari ni i dengan jayanya meng-transfer amount yang sepatutnye ke account i yang satu lagi. orang banyak bank le katekan

and yesterday i dah open PayPal account. tadi try top up tapi tak leh pulak. celake tul. tak pe. sat lagi wat balik.

lagi satu. i dah wat kekira. pakai otak jek beb

setelah tolak bill, tolak ptptn, tolak tu, tolak nih

i HANYE leh beli SATU barang SATU bulan.

agak ke-celaka-an kat sini tapi i think that's the best lah.

lagi pon i sedor... i nih kaki boros. shopaholic.

and azam i tahun nih tak nak shopping. no new bags, no new shoes, no new clothes. ye ye owh jek dak nih

lau dah rabak bag tuh, kasut tuh, pakai jek.

lagi pon lau i beli baju lagik, tak tau nak sumbat kat mane. almari dah penuh. fully loaded. sampai terkeluar-keluar baju-baju tuh dari almari.

dengan itu, i boleh save money untuk pembukaan boutique i nanti jeng jeng jeng i'll make sure it WILL come TRUE!

and i leh beli barang online hek eleh.. tu same lah ngan shoppping... DUH!

alah! suke lah! :P

next month i nak beli barang the GazettE! hopefully offical merch diorang if my PayPal account berjaya di-topup!

doakan kejayaan i yek uols sume!!! muah!!! i love you lah! ♥♥♥

papa! wish me luck ne!!

nyaaa~!!! i love you papa~~~~!!!!!! >///////////////<
tell all gazetto boys to send me their support too ne!!! X3


owhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~!!! aoi sama!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >////////////////////////<
i think that one... leave it to ruki for me~! *w*

wwwwww~~

dah. i nak bekerja dengan kuat tahun nih!

ja mata ne! 

the end of princess risa's hobby... menyinggah lepas keje

Mood: tengah keje... agak stress tapi dah nak balik dah

Music: the GazettE - Filth In The Beauty cam takde lagu lain.. :3

Baru i perasan...

untuk melaksanakan misi terhebat i nih...

ade satu lagi yang i kene give up!

LIKE TOTALLY GIVING UP!

» menyinggah ke TS or Sg Wang or JJ before heading home. 

orz

Huwaaaa~!!!

Bencinye!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >o<

papa~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TT^TT

my one big important new year resolution!

Mood: enthusiast-ed :3

Music: the GazettE - Chizuru

Language: english

naa... ohayou minna-san!

i think the last time i said i don't need a new year resolution...

ano... i'll take that back! :3

since yesterday, i didn't rest easy... fakku.

dakara... i was thinking about new year resolution...

IMMA QUIT MY JOB AND OPEN UP MY OW BUSINESS!

BE MY OWN BOSS!!! YEAH!!!

ne.. my dream is to open my own boutique :3

so... starting for now i MUST be discipline towards myself.

and I SHALL NOT BREAK MY RULES! AND ALSO MY NUMBER ONE BIGGEST RULES OF ALL » NO SHOPPING!!!

my estimation of getting this done is by the middle of next year!

so minna-san!!! please support me ne~!!!

and i gotta forget my urges to shop!! urghh!!! that's the worst part since i always fail at that!

papa!!! I SHALL NOT FAIL!!! >_<

please wish me luck!!!

and to accomplished this, i just have to give on one thing... 

ok. i mean two things.

INTERNET and SHOPPING.

so... i shall not be around much online now...

so i can achieve my goal! rigghhhhttt????? :3

erm... that's mean no more outing for me! i need to save up every penny i could~ 

yosh!!! i can do this!

maa... papa, what do you think?

nyaaaa~!!!! i know you would!!!! mama aishiteru papa-san!!! ♥♥

jaa.... it's work time!!

i still had that fakku feelings that it's not to be a good year-end days but i must be strong and face this!!!

demo, i believe in the good outcome from even the baddest situation!!!

and i believe this is my wake-up call!

yoshhh!!! ja matta ne!!!

oh!!! i shall start learn japanese properly too while i'm at this! 

so busy busy busy days for me!

ano... anyone who fail to find me online can contact my phone! 

jaaaaa~!!!!

under construction » finnito!

woohooo!!!
finally~ i telah berjaya mengubah, renovate, revamp blog i jadi lagik sugoi!!!!
shantek tak? SHANTEK TAK????
w w w ~~~

background belakang is my koibito, ruki sama ♥
i rase ni yang terbaek!
i dah pon meng-delete everything pasal mamat tuh (all the gadgets related to him)
so dah tak de dah!
blog i nih dah cam ala-ala emo-futuristic pulaks lak...

oh ye, i ubah title blog to "psychedelic...heroine"
kelaasssss you!!!
even my blog url pon dah tukar... hehehe~
it's time to be fresh and get myself a brand new... SELF! lol XP

oh, today i akan pergi ke umah cik amy lagik.
sian dia tinggal sensorang kat umah...
hohohohhhh~~~
tunggu ye cik amy, sat lagi i sampai!

okie! this is the screen shot of my new revived blog look ^_^

amacam?? okay tak? mestilah OKAY.. KAN???

confession of a broken heart.

WARNING: YOU ALL JANGAN TERGEZUT BACE POST NI. I MEMANG NAK CONFESS.
TAGS: PEOPLE RELATED TO MY CONFESSIONS.


lame giler i tak datang sini.
bukan ape. lately, i memang sebok sesangat.
keje kat opis tu cam tak abis jek...
semak lak mate ni...
ok. like the title said, i nak confess.
*muka ketat*
i TELAH pon retire dari jadik kpop fangirl.
*ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh???????????*
ye ye. uols.
ape yang uols bace tadi terSANGAT-SANGAT lah betul.
*wae wae waeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee????????????*
this is because i dah kembali ke arah music yang selame ni i dok dengar.
selame SETAHUN i sumbatkan telinga i nih dengan lagu-lagu kpop.
uols tengok i nampak cam enjoys jek.
but the truth is, i don't.
i was struggling to make myself excepting kpop songs.
ade few songs yang i leh terima. but mostly NOT ACCEPTABLE.
most songs are from FT Island.
tu pon sebab diorang band. not group.
but honestly speaking like from the bottom of my heart, i began to loose faith in FT Island.
I DON'T KNOW WHY AND I DON'T KNOW HOW.
maybe sebab my heart was craving something more.
maybe sebab my heart was screaming for something more.
dulu, i hanye listen to rock music.
yang jenis menjerit separuh mati sampai nak terkeluar anak tekak tu.
uols tau kan what type of rock music???
i akan dengar lagu-lagu pop bile bosan.
pastu i dengar balik lagu rock.
tapi dulu i dengar english rock.
MCR, Good Charlotte, Linkin Park, Evanescence, Simple Plan, Sum 41, Blink 182, Pretty Reckless and a lot more yang i dah lupe name-name dey all.
*cakap pasal MCR, sume lagu dey all i hafal.*
i dah lupe pon sebab dah setahun i tak dengar dey all.
i ni jenis pelupa. memang lah tersangat retard i nih.
oh ye. i pernah cakap yang i benci kpop and kpop nih ntah pape.
tapi i tak ingat kat ne and pada sape.
tapi i suke nengok drama korea. fufufu~
tuuuuuuuuuuuuu jek bab korea yang i suke selain fashion dey all.
bab music memang i 100% boh-layan.
tapi tu dulu. sekarang i dah boleh terima.
sikit jek lah. yang telinga ni kate ok, i dengar.
lau tak, sorry....
now i minat dengar jrock pulaks. especially visual kei.
dulu i tak suke visual kei. sebab i rase diorang cam freaks.
especially fashion they all.
but after i studied fashion, i found out that fashion is so various and wide and unique.
then i mula suke kat weird fashions like japanese street styles, lolitas, gothic lolitas.
dulu i dengar gak jrock but disebabkan source to listen jrock dulu tak de, so agak terbatas sikit acknowledgement i pasal jrock.
kat local radio mane ade orang putar lagu jrock?
only thru internet. dulu i mane lah ade internet-internet nih...
i dulu buta IT. satu hapa pon tak tau. computer pon tak de tau.
so dari kecik lagi i dengar english radio jek.
mane dengar radio malay...
*i cakap no class. hohoho~~ sorry..*
so sekarang nih i i found something i should like lame dulu.
nape lah kat mesia nih tak de radio khas bukak lagu jrock/visual kei?
erm... if uols tau ade, inform lah pade i.
leh kite sesame meriahkan jrock/visual kei scene and spazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~~
fufufu~~


ok. uols ade bace yang i loose faith on FTIsland, right?
Actually, it's more like losing faith on him.
that guy yang i dok puja-puja separuh mati.
i tak moh citer why. uols nak tau, we can do private messages.
this is not something i want to talk publicly.
i dah penat dah pasal dia nih. TOTALLY BEATED.
one of my lovely sis kt FB ade tanye i pasal ni and i let it out.
but not all. sebab i tak sanggup.
nak citer pasal tu pon i dah rase sebak.
TRULY APOLOGIZES FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.
and i dah lame tak dengar lagu FTIsland.
like SERIOUSLY.
i langsung tak tau ape dah jadik kat dey all, langsung tak alert.
because right now i am catching up with WHAT I HAVE LEFT BEFORE I ENTERED KPOP WORLD.
and there's a gathering for FT Island fans bulan ni.
invitation from my dongsaeng, Jin Ah.
I was attending it but now, i tarik diri.
wae?
I GOT MY OWN REASON. IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH OTHER PRIS (or maybe? i dunno)
BUT I DON'T THINK I'M SUITABLE TO BE IN THE CROWD.
I DON'T BELONG THERE ANYMORE.
I'M NOT A HARDCORE PRIMADONNA I USED TO.
OR I THINK I WAS.
I HOPE UOLS UNDERSTAND. 
I MINTAK MAAF BEBANYAK SEBAB BANYAK MENYUSAHKAN UOLS.
BUT I THINK IT'S BETTER NOW THAN LATER.


DAKARA...
i nak apologizes kat sume kpop friends i esp kat FB and Twitter.
i tak nak tipu diri i yang i suke giler vavi kat kpop padahal, tak bape suke dah.
(ok maybe just few jek yang i suke but maybe not as before)
AND I TAK NAK TIPU KAT UOLS AND PRETEND WE CAN GET ALONG VERY WELL.
in terms of kpop that is.
i kenal ramai friends thru kpop.
that's one GREAT thing about kpop. i WONT deny it.
but this is somehow has becoming like a HUGE burden for me.
i can't split myself into two different person.
oh, ni Ija yang suke kpop. pastu ni Ija yang suke slain kpop.
NO!
and if uols cakap, why not mix it all together?
i'm so so sorry my darlings. that's not gonna happen.
so pade uols yang follow me kat twitter, if you feels like UNFOLLOWing me after this, be my guess.
i tak kisah. i tak pakse uols follow i. i jek yang suke follow orang.
and to those yang added me as your friend in FB (to kpop friends), jeongmal mianhae if lepas ni (actually dah lame start dah) i banyak post pasal crap stuff and jrock/visual kei stuff kat wall uols.
jangan tergezut suda yek.
uols ignore jek i atau un-friend dengan i.
*waahhhh sedey nye. i hope uols tak un-friend ngan i.*
if uols still with me, [means tak UN-FRIEND and tak UNFOLLOW i]
jangan la senyap jek.
please TALK TO ME.
because i paling benci when someone ignoring me.
and i'm afraid of being ALONE.
actually, past few days ni, my emotions is so mixed up.
i'm feeling so emo.
i nangis jek all night. (i banyak nangis pasal GUY tu.)
and i takut i akan hilang kawan lepas ni.
LEPAS I'M BACK TO WHOM I WAS BEFORE KPOP.


i rase ni entry i yang paling panjang.
or maybe not. 
i tak ingat dah.
TAPI, I MINTAK MAAF, SORRY, MIANHAE, GOMENASAI TO UOLS SEBAB I TOTALLY CAN'T TAKE THIS BURDEN ANYMORE.
now i'm just a regular music liker to kpop.
or maybe after this i'll be totally out of kpop.
WE'LL SEE. ONLY TIME WOULD TELL.

by the way, boley tak uols call me RISA pas ni. ^w^
it's taken from my real name just i changed Z to S. Riza cam dah biase sangat and ramai orang pakai.
i suke yang less people use. ohoy~!!
and lagi satu.
ok, memang banyak stuff pasal kpop esp FTIsland dalam blog i nih.
maybe there will be some changes.
and there will be stuff yang i takkan tukar. just let it be.
again, I DON'T HATE KPOP. I JUST LIKE IT LESS THAN BEFORE.
KPOP IS NOT SOMETHING I LOATHE.
SO PLEASE, DON'T BASH ME.
xoxo

my first bought album!!! kyaaaa~

omonaaaaa!!! i went to mid valley today and got myself FT Island's album!

(oh, actually purpose i went there is just to watch movie with my bestie, miza a.k.a miss amy ^____^ )

although it's not RETURN but still, i wanna collect all their albums! and i got one! kyaaaa~ ©©©

COLORFUL SENSIBILITY PART II ( couldn't find part one but this is the only album available in that store so i just grab it!! hahahahaha )

>> proud primadonna <<

my next quest? to get the entire album! buahahahahaha

hari untuk leasure

ahad memang dinanti-nantikan setiap insan. mostly orang akan off ari ahad. termasuklah aku. ari ni berjalan saja. ni baru balik dari berjalan lah ni. sampai umah terus on lappy and go online. tadi keluar pergi avon. hehe.. aku bukanlah pengguna setia avon. tapi aku suka tengok catalog. ntah lah. memang suka. any catalog will do. catalog tesco pon aku suka tengok. browsing page by page. rase cam sume nak beli. kat avon tadi takdak beli ape-ape pon. just my aunt nak check account status dia dalam avon. kakak avon tu kata still active. my aunt pon lega. aku tak kesah. lagi pon dah lama tak beli barang avon. barang dia sume mahal-mahal. yang had murah usually low quality. tu yang tak best (to avon, sorry to say that. no offend)

after pergi avon, we all straight to carrefour ampang. nak cari wardrobe aku. huh! hampeh. celaka. yang display saja ade. stok abis. dah agak dah. aku dah cakap kat aunt aku. asal kita pi je mesti punyelah takdak. mamat indian tu kata stok abis. baru order saturday. yakni semalam. next week sampai. dia siap cakap offer ade sampai next week. ade satu minggu lagi. ah ye. sok aku datang same jugak. sekali aku bagi sedas baru tau. last-last aku wat keja tak berfaedah snap pic hamster yang dijual dalam carrefour.

hamster ni tidoq ngan empat kaki ngadap cermin

after foya-foya dalam carrefour kitorang pi makan kat kfc. hmm~ last time makan kfc time puase aritu. makan mase buka okeh. time puase aritu dua kali aku beli kfc. tiba-tiba mengidam kfc mase puase. my fav biase lah. always spicy.

lepas pi carrefour, we all pi bandar tasik permaisuri. ade sedara dok situ. dari lepas asar sampai ishak kitorang lepak situ. kitorang wat pe? saja lepak. tengok tv. ade citer kat disney channel ni bertajuk disney's waktu rehat. citer melayu. budak-budak sekolah. style high school musical tu. boleh tahan menarik jugak citer ni. tapi aku malas nak citer balik. korang tengok sendiri je lah kat disney channer tu yek.

tadi before balik aku pi fotostet certificate aku. oh ye. kang aku lupe lak nak bawak gambar aku empat keping. esok kene bawak.

ESOK???!!

esok! esok adelah harinye! ari aku akan start keje kat tempat baru. ya Allah.. persiapkan lah hamba-Mu ini dengan kekuatan iman dan mental serta fizikal. cheh! cam nak pi berperang pulok. harap-harap tempat baru ni memberi aku satu pengalaman baru yang tak boleh dilupakan. tak leh dilupakan sebab best tak pe. lau tak leh dilupakan sebab tak best memang celaka.

mulai bulan depan, yakni start esok, aku kena start menabung. (thanks mokni sebab bagi aku adiah tabung. cam tau-tau ja aku ni boros). esok gak kene bangun cepat. pi keja cepat. sebabnya aku tak topup touch n go aku lagi. dah la bulan lepas dia tolak 2 hari secara tiba-tiba. celaka betul!

ok lah. nak offline ni. baru balik, baju tak gosok lagi. beg tak siap-siap lagi. huh huh! dalam hati dah mula berdebaq-debaq.


dupDApdupDAP..


aiseh..





oh ye. hopefully korang suke ngan layout baru blog aku ni. dari last week dok cari akhirnya jumpa yang aku suka. hehheh..