uols rase i ni camna orangnya?
gediks ka? ngada-ngada ka?
eh... same la tu...
poyo ka?
same lah gak kan? huhu~
melampau ka?
tak tetap pendirian ka?
perasan cam bagus ka?
emo gila tahap gila vavi ka?
*emo ke i nih??*
honestly, i nak tau pendapat orang dan penilaian orang len terhadap diri i...
i tau, i tak perfect...
in fact... nobody's perfect in this world...
everyone has his/her own flaws...
everyone make mistakes...
tang tu memang tak leh nak lari pi mana dah...
i rase cam pala otak ni serabut la...
cam-cam benda duk dalam nih..
rasa cam nak cuci kasi bersih..
disk cleaning...
nak format balik...
boley lagu tu?
ntah la...
semenjak dua menjak nih...
i rase cam everything is not the way it should be..
sume tak kena...
*eh, jap... rasenye dah cakap pasai nih kat entry lepas*
hmm... agak dah...
i memang dah kena sawan...
ok. official!
i dah tak betui dah...
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Thursday, December 8, 2011
Sunday, November 6, 2011
confession of a broken heart.
WARNING: YOU ALL JANGAN TERGEZUT BACE POST NI. I MEMANG NAK CONFESS.
TAGS: PEOPLE RELATED TO MY CONFESSIONS.
lame giler i tak datang sini.
bukan ape. lately, i memang sebok sesangat.
keje kat opis tu cam tak abis jek...
semak lak mate ni...
ok. like the title said, i nak confess.
*muka ketat*
i TELAH pon retire dari jadik kpop fangirl.
*ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh???????????*
ye ye. uols.
ape yang uols bace tadi terSANGAT-SANGAT lah betul.
*wae wae waeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee????????????*
this is because i dah kembali ke arah music yang selame ni i dok dengar.
selame SETAHUN i sumbatkan telinga i nih dengan lagu-lagu kpop.
uols tengok i nampak cam enjoys jek.
but the truth is, i don't.
i was struggling to make myself excepting kpop songs.
ade few songs yang i leh terima. but mostly NOT ACCEPTABLE.
most songs are from FT Island.
tu pon sebab diorang band. not group.
but honestly speaking like from the bottom of my heart, i began to loose faith in FT Island.
I DON'T KNOW WHY AND I DON'T KNOW HOW.
maybe sebab my heart was craving something more.
maybe sebab my heart was screaming for something more.
dulu, i hanye listen to rock music.
yang jenis menjerit separuh mati sampai nak terkeluar anak tekak tu.
uols tau kan what type of rock music???
i akan dengar lagu-lagu pop bile bosan.
pastu i dengar balik lagu rock.
tapi dulu i dengar english rock.
MCR, Good Charlotte, Linkin Park, Evanescence, Simple Plan, Sum 41, Blink 182, Pretty Reckless and a lot more yang i dah lupe name-name dey all.
*cakap pasal MCR, sume lagu dey all i hafal.*
i dah lupe pon sebab dah setahun i tak dengar dey all.
i ni jenis pelupa. memang lah tersangat retard i nih.
oh ye. i pernah cakap yang i benci kpop and kpop nih ntah pape.
tapi i tak ingat kat ne and pada sape.
tapi i suke nengok drama korea. fufufu~
tuuuuuuuuuuuuu jek bab korea yang i suke selain fashion dey all.
bab music memang i 100% boh-layan.
tapi tu dulu. sekarang i dah boleh terima.
sikit jek lah. yang telinga ni kate ok, i dengar.
lau tak, sorry....
now i minat dengar jrock pulaks. especially visual kei.
dulu i tak suke visual kei. sebab i rase diorang cam freaks.
especially fashion they all.
but after i studied fashion, i found out that fashion is so various and wide and unique.
then i mula suke kat weird fashions like japanese street styles, lolitas, gothic lolitas.
dulu i dengar gak jrock but disebabkan source to listen jrock dulu tak de, so agak terbatas sikit acknowledgement i pasal jrock.
kat local radio mane ade orang putar lagu jrock?
only thru internet. dulu i mane lah ade internet-internet nih...
i dulu buta IT. satu hapa pon tak tau. computer pon tak de tau.
so dari kecik lagi i dengar english radio jek.
mane dengar radio malay...
*i cakap no class. hohoho~~ sorry..*
so sekarang nih i i found something i should like lame dulu.
nape lah kat mesia nih tak de radio khas bukak lagu jrock/visual kei?
erm... if uols tau ade, inform lah pade i.
leh kite sesame meriahkan jrock/visual kei scene and spazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~~
fufufu~~
ok. uols ade bace yang i loose faith on FTIsland, right?
Actually, it's more like losing faith on him.
that guy yang i dok puja-puja separuh mati.
i tak moh citer why. uols nak tau, we can do private messages.
this is not something i want to talk publicly.
i dah penat dah pasal dia nih. TOTALLY BEATED.
one of my lovely sis kt FB ade tanye i pasal ni and i let it out.
but not all. sebab i tak sanggup.
nak citer pasal tu pon i dah rase sebak.
TRULY APOLOGIZES FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.
and i dah lame tak dengar lagu FTIsland.
like SERIOUSLY.
i langsung tak tau ape dah jadik kat dey all, langsung tak alert.
because right now i am catching up with WHAT I HAVE LEFT BEFORE I ENTERED KPOP WORLD.
and there's a gathering for FT Island fans bulan ni.
invitation from my dongsaeng, Jin Ah.
I was attending it but now, i tarik diri.
wae?
I GOT MY OWN REASON. IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH OTHER PRIS (or maybe? i dunno)
BUT I DON'T THINK I'M SUITABLE TO BE IN THE CROWD.
I DON'T BELONG THERE ANYMORE.
I'M NOT A HARDCORE PRIMADONNA I USED TO.
OR I THINK I WAS.
I HOPE UOLS UNDERSTAND.
I MINTAK MAAF BEBANYAK SEBAB BANYAK MENYUSAHKAN UOLS.
BUT I THINK IT'S BETTER NOW THAN LATER.
DAKARA...
i nak apologizes kat sume kpop friends i esp kat FB and Twitter.
i tak nak tipu diri i yang i suke giler vavi kat kpop padahal, tak bape suke dah.
(ok maybe just few jek yang i suke but maybe not as before)
AND I TAK NAK TIPU KAT UOLS AND PRETEND WE CAN GET ALONG VERY WELL.
in terms of kpop that is.
i kenal ramai friends thru kpop.
that's one GREAT thing about kpop. i WONT deny it.
but this is somehow has becoming like a HUGE burden for me.
i can't split myself into two different person.
oh, ni Ija yang suke kpop. pastu ni Ija yang suke slain kpop.
NO!
and if uols cakap, why not mix it all together?
i'm so so sorry my darlings. that's not gonna happen.
so pade uols yang follow me kat twitter, if you feels like UNFOLLOWing me after this, be my guess.
i tak kisah. i tak pakse uols follow i. i jek yang suke follow orang.
and to those yang added me as your friend in FB (to kpop friends), jeongmal mianhae if lepas ni (actually dah lame start dah) i banyak post pasal crap stuff and jrock/visual kei stuff kat wall uols.
jangan tergezut suda yek.
uols ignore jek i atau un-friend dengan i.
*waahhhh sedey nye. i hope uols tak un-friend ngan i.*
if uols still with me, [means tak UN-FRIEND and tak UNFOLLOW i]
jangan la senyap jek.
please TALK TO ME.
because i paling benci when someone ignoring me.
and i'm afraid of being ALONE.
actually, past few days ni, my emotions is so mixed up.
i'm feeling so emo.
i nangis jek all night. (i banyak nangis pasal GUY tu.)
and i takut i akan hilang kawan lepas ni.
LEPAS I'M BACK TO WHOM I WAS BEFORE KPOP.
i rase ni entry i yang paling panjang.
or maybe not.
i tak ingat dah.
TAPI, I MINTAK MAAF, SORRY, MIANHAE, GOMENASAI TO UOLS SEBAB I TOTALLY CAN'T TAKE THIS BURDEN ANYMORE.
now i'm just a regular music liker to kpop.
or maybe after this i'll be totally out of kpop.
WE'LL SEE. ONLY TIME WOULD TELL.
by the way, boley tak uols call me RISA pas ni. ^w^
it's taken from my real name just i changed Z to S. Riza cam dah biase sangat and ramai orang pakai.
i suke yang less people use. ohoy~!!
and lagi satu.
ok, memang banyak stuff pasal kpop esp FTIsland dalam blog i nih.
maybe there will be some changes.
and there will be stuff yang i takkan tukar. just let it be.
again, I DON'T HATE KPOP. I JUST LIKE IT LESS THAN BEFORE.
KPOP IS NOT SOMETHING I LOATHE.
SO PLEASE, DON'T BASH ME.
xoxo
TAGS: PEOPLE RELATED TO MY CONFESSIONS.
lame giler i tak datang sini.
bukan ape. lately, i memang sebok sesangat.
keje kat opis tu cam tak abis jek...
semak lak mate ni...
ok. like the title said, i nak confess.
*muka ketat*
i TELAH pon retire dari jadik kpop fangirl.
*ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh???????????*
ye ye. uols.
ape yang uols bace tadi terSANGAT-SANGAT lah betul.
*wae wae waeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee????????????*
this is because i dah kembali ke arah music yang selame ni i dok dengar.
selame SETAHUN i sumbatkan telinga i nih dengan lagu-lagu kpop.
uols tengok i nampak cam enjoys jek.
but the truth is, i don't.
i was struggling to make myself excepting kpop songs.
ade few songs yang i leh terima. but mostly NOT ACCEPTABLE.
most songs are from FT Island.
tu pon sebab diorang band. not group.
but honestly speaking like from the bottom of my heart, i began to loose faith in FT Island.
I DON'T KNOW WHY AND I DON'T KNOW HOW.
maybe sebab my heart was craving something more.
maybe sebab my heart was screaming for something more.
dulu, i hanye listen to rock music.
yang jenis menjerit separuh mati sampai nak terkeluar anak tekak tu.
uols tau kan what type of rock music???
i akan dengar lagu-lagu pop bile bosan.
pastu i dengar balik lagu rock.
tapi dulu i dengar english rock.
MCR, Good Charlotte, Linkin Park, Evanescence, Simple Plan, Sum 41, Blink 182, Pretty Reckless and a lot more yang i dah lupe name-name dey all.
*cakap pasal MCR, sume lagu dey all i hafal.*
i dah lupe pon sebab dah setahun i tak dengar dey all.
i ni jenis pelupa. memang lah tersangat retard i nih.
oh ye. i pernah cakap yang i benci kpop and kpop nih ntah pape.
tapi i tak ingat kat ne and pada sape.
tapi i suke nengok drama korea. fufufu~
tuuuuuuuuuuuuu jek bab korea yang i suke selain fashion dey all.
bab music memang i 100% boh-layan.
tapi tu dulu. sekarang i dah boleh terima.
sikit jek lah. yang telinga ni kate ok, i dengar.
lau tak, sorry....
now i minat dengar jrock pulaks. especially visual kei.
dulu i tak suke visual kei. sebab i rase diorang cam freaks.
especially fashion they all.
but after i studied fashion, i found out that fashion is so various and wide and unique.
then i mula suke kat weird fashions like japanese street styles, lolitas, gothic lolitas.
dulu i dengar gak jrock but disebabkan source to listen jrock dulu tak de, so agak terbatas sikit acknowledgement i pasal jrock.
kat local radio mane ade orang putar lagu jrock?
only thru internet. dulu i mane lah ade internet-internet nih...
i dulu buta IT. satu hapa pon tak tau. computer pon tak de tau.
so dari kecik lagi i dengar english radio jek.
mane dengar radio malay...
*i cakap no class. hohoho~~ sorry..*
so sekarang nih i i found something i should like lame dulu.
nape lah kat mesia nih tak de radio khas bukak lagu jrock/visual kei?
erm... if uols tau ade, inform lah pade i.
leh kite sesame meriahkan jrock/visual kei scene and spazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~~
fufufu~~
ok. uols ade bace yang i loose faith on FTIsland, right?
Actually, it's more like losing faith on him.
that guy yang i dok puja-puja separuh mati.
i tak moh citer why. uols nak tau, we can do private messages.
this is not something i want to talk publicly.
i dah penat dah pasal dia nih. TOTALLY BEATED.
one of my lovely sis kt FB ade tanye i pasal ni and i let it out.
but not all. sebab i tak sanggup.
nak citer pasal tu pon i dah rase sebak.
TRULY APOLOGIZES FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.
and i dah lame tak dengar lagu FTIsland.
like SERIOUSLY.
i langsung tak tau ape dah jadik kat dey all, langsung tak alert.
because right now i am catching up with WHAT I HAVE LEFT BEFORE I ENTERED KPOP WORLD.
and there's a gathering for FT Island fans bulan ni.
invitation from my dongsaeng, Jin Ah.
I was attending it but now, i tarik diri.
wae?
I GOT MY OWN REASON. IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH OTHER PRIS (or maybe? i dunno)
BUT I DON'T THINK I'M SUITABLE TO BE IN THE CROWD.
I DON'T BELONG THERE ANYMORE.
I'M NOT A HARDCORE PRIMADONNA I USED TO.
OR I THINK I WAS.
I HOPE UOLS UNDERSTAND.
I MINTAK MAAF BEBANYAK SEBAB BANYAK MENYUSAHKAN UOLS.
BUT I THINK IT'S BETTER NOW THAN LATER.
DAKARA...
i nak apologizes kat sume kpop friends i esp kat FB and Twitter.
i tak nak tipu diri i yang i suke giler vavi kat kpop padahal, tak bape suke dah.
(ok maybe just few jek yang i suke but maybe not as before)
AND I TAK NAK TIPU KAT UOLS AND PRETEND WE CAN GET ALONG VERY WELL.
in terms of kpop that is.
i kenal ramai friends thru kpop.
that's one GREAT thing about kpop. i WONT deny it.
but this is somehow has becoming like a HUGE burden for me.
i can't split myself into two different person.
oh, ni Ija yang suke kpop. pastu ni Ija yang suke slain kpop.
NO!
and if uols cakap, why not mix it all together?
i'm so so sorry my darlings. that's not gonna happen.
so pade uols yang follow me kat twitter, if you feels like UNFOLLOWing me after this, be my guess.
i tak kisah. i tak pakse uols follow i. i jek yang suke follow orang.
and to those yang added me as your friend in FB (to kpop friends), jeongmal mianhae if lepas ni (actually dah lame start dah) i banyak post pasal crap stuff and jrock/visual kei stuff kat wall uols.
jangan tergezut suda yek.
uols ignore jek i atau un-friend dengan i.
*waahhhh sedey nye. i hope uols tak un-friend ngan i.*
if uols still with me, [means tak UN-FRIEND and tak UNFOLLOW i]
jangan la senyap jek.
please TALK TO ME.
because i paling benci when someone ignoring me.
and i'm afraid of being ALONE.
actually, past few days ni, my emotions is so mixed up.
i'm feeling so emo.
i nangis jek all night. (i banyak nangis pasal GUY tu.)
and i takut i akan hilang kawan lepas ni.
LEPAS I'M BACK TO WHOM I WAS BEFORE KPOP.
i rase ni entry i yang paling panjang.
or maybe not.
i tak ingat dah.
TAPI, I MINTAK MAAF, SORRY, MIANHAE, GOMENASAI TO UOLS SEBAB I TOTALLY CAN'T TAKE THIS BURDEN ANYMORE.
now i'm just a regular music liker to kpop.
or maybe after this i'll be totally out of kpop.
WE'LL SEE. ONLY TIME WOULD TELL.
by the way, boley tak uols call me RISA pas ni. ^w^
it's taken from my real name just i changed Z to S. Riza cam dah biase sangat and ramai orang pakai.
i suke yang less people use. ohoy~!!
and lagi satu.
ok, memang banyak stuff pasal kpop esp FTIsland dalam blog i nih.
maybe there will be some changes.
and there will be stuff yang i takkan tukar. just let it be.
again, I DON'T HATE KPOP. I JUST LIKE IT LESS THAN BEFORE.
KPOP IS NOT SOMETHING I LOATHE.
SO PLEASE, DON'T BASH ME.
xoxo
Thursday, March 31, 2011
no more shopping for cik ija T_T part 1
finally cik ija kita dah membuat kata putus! tak boleh nak sambung lagi dah! yes! mulai sekarang cik ija tidak dibenarkan sama sekali untuk shopping! ini kerana cik ija harus menyimpan duit beliau untuk beliau laburkan ke atas perkara yang lebih besar dan lebih bermakna. apakah itu?? <pergghh~ gila skema nye ayat>
cik ija akan membuat satu pelaburan baik punya untuk memuaskan hati beliau yang sedang membara disebabkan kejelesan beliau melihat orang lain menggunakannya~ apakah itu??
jeng jeng jeng~
cik ija akan membuat satu pelaburan baik punya untuk memuaskan hati beliau yang sedang membara disebabkan kejelesan beliau melihat orang lain menggunakannya~ apakah itu??
jeng jeng jeng~
iPhone 4
or
samsung galaxy s ii
sekiranya anda boleh membantu cik ija dalam menentukan manakan pilihan yang bijak, jangan lupa tinggalkan komen anda ye~
in the mean time, let her hunney hong ki entertained you^^
Sunday, January 30, 2011
hari neh, huh! huh!
giler lame tak hapdet blog. abuk sane sini! sebabnye i takde bende nak tulis. idea pon dah kering. huhu~
tadi baru balik dari ronda kl. memang ronda habis! dari sg wang plaza ke times square. giler ah! i kua ngan member poli i, cik mieza, memang acara wajib kami berdua. aik? berdua jek? dah tu... takkan i nak kua ngan boifren kot. i mane ade boifren. lau i kua ngan boifren citer nye lain pulak lah kan! kitorang sampai sg wang dalam kul 11.30 pagi. tapi pagi tadi memang peliks. sg wang yang biasenye crowded ngan orang ramai masih lagi lengang. siap boleh berjalan dengan penuh keriangan gitew. tapi keadaan lengang tu sampai kul 12.30 jek. start masuk tengahari, terus berdoyon-doyon mai. terus sesak, terus kitorang nak blah. asalnye nak carik kasut. ye lah, sejak i putus cinta ngan high heels i tu, pulak tu kasut lain sume dah nazak, i terpaksa carik pengganti yang baru. malangnye pencarian kat sg wang berakhir dengan i membeli majalah epop *ok, i dah jadik ketagih* dan ice cream famous amos. yummy giler. i beli oreo flavor with cookies crump topping. cik mieza pulak mint flavor with cookies crump topping gak. memang nikmat! sebab tak jumpe ape yang dihajati, perjalanan kitorang beralih ke times square. giler ah! sampai ts dah lapar. plan nak makan pizza hut. kitorang pon carik lah pizza hutnye tapi tak jumpe. udahnye kitorang pi info counter, tnye pade recep tu. hampeh sekali. pizza hut tak wujud dalam ts. so, demi memenuhkan kekosongan perut, kitorang pon belasah kenny rogers jek. memang kenyang suda. lepas tu cik mieza cakap nak tengok wayang. i on jek. memang tak plan so kitorang blur sket nak tengok citer ape. cik mieza beratur, i pi usha kat skrin menu citer ape yang ade hari tu. disebabkan mase pon dah menginjak ke pukul 3, kitorang tengok citer ape yang start before 4. tiga pilihan. khurafat (tak tengok; sebabye yang ade tiket kul 7 mlm), the green hornet (wah~ jay chou! tapi 3D, tiket mahal sangat - RM20 - so tak jadi tengok) and the winner is... season of the witch! (ade part kelakar jugak citer ni rupenye. storyline not bad!) abis tengok muvi, kitorang sambung agenda yang sebetulnye. carik kasut. tapi sebelum kasut dapat dicarik, ade benda lain yang datang mencarik... i mean menangkap perhatian i. suda. i dah beli baju lagi. tak dak dalam list pon. but yang penting i dah jumpe kasut yang dicarik. sudanye i kua dari ts kul 7 malam. wah! seronoknye! sudanye i dah merapu~
ok. bye!
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| camne lah i boleh ter-addicted nih~ haishh! |
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| mine: sweet sour 1/4 chicken + 3 side dishes - rice,macaroni & cheese, fruit salad |
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| cik mieza: sweet sour 1/4 chicken + 3 side dishes - rice, potato salad, coleslaw |
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| korean isnpired top. lepas neh i nak carik boifren ala2 geun suk @ beast. anyone? |
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| kasut comel baru i. simple yet practical. sesuai untuk orang jalan ganas cam i |
*i tau i gila shopping. tu pasallah i nak carik boifren yang boleh kawal gila shopping i neh! anyone?geun suk ah~*
Sunday, October 31, 2010
carik lagi
this time bukan carik ape yang aku tulis last entry.
tengah carik anak kucing i.
empat ekor all together.
tadi lepas subuh i jengah kotak dia.
tak ade.
aik?
mane pegi pulak nye?
even mak dia pon tak ingat letak kat mane.
haishh..
dah satu hal nak mencarik pulok..
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