going back to KL. already.

Mood : just woke up.
Music : Alice Nine - Blue Flame

ohayou minna-san~
it's 0715h now and i have less than 4 hours before i'll take off. maaaannnn... what a suckerish feeling!  tomorrow is work. like the hell... i had strong feeling that the connection is still damn baka back in KL. at my house. oh well. THAT IS JUST PLAIN BAKA. and i still sneezing. my chest hurt! i will consume my third soluble soon. i'm gonna be so damn busy for the next three days. last friday, not many work has been done. geez. i hate this kinda pressure! and i think last night i am being over exaggerating about him. well, that's one of my traits. i easily over exaggerating over something. if you had problem with that, well, that's your problem. not mine. (¬‿¬)

ja~ mata ne minna! i need to do last minute packing. again, i hate packing. it's the thing i'll do last minute.

another bump

Mood : like shit.

Music : D'espairRay - Marry The Blood

Location : Office

hey minna~

it's been a while. i miss psychedelic (this blog name, geddit?) a lot.

again i'm having my depression mode on.

and it's getting worst since 14th Jan.

why that date?

cuz that's the date he came.

and since that, i mind can't stop thinking about him.

like what the hell, man?!

and i haven't be here cuz of this lame baka connection problem i'm having.

GLADLY TO SAY, I HAVE ZERO CONNECTION AT HOME :DDD

well, that's nice, wasn't it???

fakku you!!

and this week i'm going back to JB.

my mom said the line there is A OKAY. 

alright, lets see!

i shall be blogging from there.

four days at home sweet home with mah nekos :DD

i'll post the entry of the second parcel i got from CDjapan.

it was AWESUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUME ;)

kasi sedas penyepak nak?

Mood : geramsssssssssssss

Music : Jessie J - Do It Like A Dude

hoi!

i tengah gerams nih!

gerams ngan court yang ternyatalah terserlah ke-!@#$%^&*-nya

ade ke patut docs summons yang i pi filing dia leh lupuskan??

sep baek tak bayar lagi...

tapi nih had satu lagi yang i dah bayaq nih..

sape nak bayaq balik??? ko kew?? ko nak bayaq balik??

tak ke cam *tuttttttttttttttttttttttttt*

yang ko leh sesuke hati nenek ko pi lupus barang orang pasai pa???

bodoh tul!

rase cam nak sepak jekkkk!!!!

tangan nih dah gatal nak lempang orang nih!

amik ko!!!!!!!!!!!!

satu bulan satu barang

Mood : agak stress pasal duit le. DUH~

Music : the GazettE - Calm Envy keep calm and listen to the GazettE ♥

konnichiwa minna...

ari ni i dengan jayanya meng-transfer amount yang sepatutnye ke account i yang satu lagi. orang banyak bank le katekan

and yesterday i dah open PayPal account. tadi try top up tapi tak leh pulak. celake tul. tak pe. sat lagi wat balik.

lagi satu. i dah wat kekira. pakai otak jek beb

setelah tolak bill, tolak ptptn, tolak tu, tolak nih

i HANYE leh beli SATU barang SATU bulan.

agak ke-celaka-an kat sini tapi i think that's the best lah.

lagi pon i sedor... i nih kaki boros. shopaholic.

and azam i tahun nih tak nak shopping. no new bags, no new shoes, no new clothes. ye ye owh jek dak nih

lau dah rabak bag tuh, kasut tuh, pakai jek.

lagi pon lau i beli baju lagik, tak tau nak sumbat kat mane. almari dah penuh. fully loaded. sampai terkeluar-keluar baju-baju tuh dari almari.

dengan itu, i boleh save money untuk pembukaan boutique i nanti jeng jeng jeng i'll make sure it WILL come TRUE!

and i leh beli barang online hek eleh.. tu same lah ngan shoppping... DUH!

alah! suke lah! :P

next month i nak beli barang the GazettE! hopefully offical merch diorang if my PayPal account berjaya di-topup!

doakan kejayaan i yek uols sume!!! muah!!! i love you lah! ♥♥♥

papa! wish me luck ne!!

nyaaa~!!! i love you papa~~~~!!!!!! >///////////////<
tell all gazetto boys to send me their support too ne!!! X3


owhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~!!! aoi sama!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >////////////////////////<
i think that one... leave it to ruki for me~! *w*

wwwwww~~

dah. i nak bekerja dengan kuat tahun nih!

ja mata ne! 

i can smell it...

Mood : i'm working. what kind of mood will that be?

Music : the GazettE - Filth In The Beauty [2009 PSC Carnival live]

ohayou! risa chan desu.

today the "orang atas" wanted me to go and transfer the account for salary...

somehow...

i smell something fishy...

something isn't right...

i know i should be happy.

probably early salary this month unlike previously...

but i can't help myself to feel that something isn't right.

oh god, please let me instinct be wrong~~

ada udang sebalik mee nih...

hmm.... 

fakku.

antara hari yang paling boring

Mood : malas tapi tengah keje lagik

Music : the GazettE - Baretta

konnichiwa~ sangap

huhhh....

today beta terasa sangat malas dan mengantuk...

dah tu jek.

that awkward moment

Mood : serabut lagik listing tak siap lagi woo~ (╥ ╥)

Music : Katy Perry - ET

"ija, cuti weekend ni balik kampung ke?"

"ah~ tak lah... raye cina kot. lame sikit"

"ah... ye jugak"

hmm.. tu lah convo paling awkward antara bos i the lawyer and myself mase kitorang pergh cam kengkawan jek wat dispatch tadi

dak dispatch ni pon satu... ari ni tak mai keje pulak

dah tu selase depan bos i mintak i pi court ngan dak tu nak settle kan hal court

adeke nak suh i merempit ngan dak tu ke court gilo apo?

cam hampess~

pulun day

Mood : serabut oi!

Music : the GazettE - Without A Trace jiwang woo!

gogo yoi minna-san!

waahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~!!!!!!!!!!!!

ari ni i rase tersangat lah serabut sebab nak siapkan payment listing yang cam tak abis-abis nih!

huhu~~~ (╥ ╥)

dah ujung bulan nih kene lah wat kan...

kang yang kat ateh tu dok bising buat nanah telinga ja. puh-leez!

account tak balance la. nanti kena black list la. huh!

bos lak dah keluaq pi court.

takpa bos. hang tak yah masuk sampai balik pon tak pa.

weekend dia balik aloq setaq sampai had selasa.

yang bos lagi satu ari ni memang tak masuk.

pi mana, tak tau. balik aloq setaq gak kut.

sampai bila pon tak tau. lame sikit bos. aman opis nih ~ kuikui~

dia punya ayat lau nak blah tu cam biasa lah.

"okay zu, thanks ya,"

okie. had "zu" tu memang i tak paham. mana dia dapat nama i jadik "zu" pon tak tau lah.

sedangkan dia tau nama betui i.

kenkadang dia panggil ija gak. tu pon lau dia ingat.

sekarang i kena pulun kat opis nih siap kan listing yang cam celaka nih.

pastu kena wat service tax pulak.

adoihaiiii~~

i nih bukan lah orang perakaunan... pasai pa la i pulak kena wat suma nih...

bos pon , hire la sorang akauntan kat branch nih..

tau la yang kat ateh sana tu serba-serbi boleh puh-leez!

tapi i nih orang yang tak berkemampuan dalam bidang nomboq-nomboq nih. hoi!

and pasai pa pulak i dah dok cakap utara nih?

asai usui i pon perak tengah campoq johor ja.

fening~~~ @_@

tetiba rindu kat neko-neko i kat umah...

uhh neko, mama misses you!!!!

ahhh!! papa-san you do kitty!!!

mama wuv you!!! ♥♥♥___♥♥♥

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leng lui :3

Mood : tengah keje

Music : Slipknot - Dead Memories

"morning auntie"

"morning, morning...

hai leng lui... today purple very nice"

morning convo i dengan auntie kedai urut

suke i ♥

nangis.. emo.. tak sesudah! - cam biase lah!

Mood : baik baik saje ari ni beta puase. ohoi!

Music : Alice Nine - Gekkou Yoku

ohayou minna-san my readers.

bace tak tajuk entry kat atas tuh? bace kan? KAN?

hmm! as usual, beta yang berhati kaca nih sekali lagi melakukan perkara yang same last night.

cam biase lah, malam tadi i sambung bace manga akuma de sourou and cam biase lah! 

i akan nangis tahap jiwang punye!

pastu cam biase lah i akan teringat kat mamat tuh!

so cam biase lah! 

i akan emo jek...

urgh!

i memang benci bile jadik cam nih!

mula lah i imagine yang bukan-bukan pasal mamat tuh.

memang dia pembawa kepada emo-ness to me.

hmm... ari ni colleague i tak mai keje.

for your record, i TAK PENAH amik mc sejak i keje kat sini.

just cuti sempena raye jek. sekali je kowt.

hmm... k la. arini keje agak banyak.

orang atas dah bising sebab banyak sangat kuar duit dari account ofis.

ye la. ye la.

account tak balance. nanti kene black list.

bos kan banyak duit.

suh la bos top up sane sikit. sini sikit.

tak pon gaji bos tu kurang kan sikit. 

ko punye gaji pon kalah lawyer. kannn.....

bye!

mimpi... ngeri?

Mood : still lagik keje

Music : the GazettE - The Suicide Circus

oh! baru i teringat..

malam tadi i ade mimpi..

mamat tuh... orz

i mimpi yang i TERdengar lagu dia kat handphone i.

pastu terus i campak handphone i.

cam mimpi... ngeri.

waahhh papa~!!!! >n<

lau i mimpi u kan lagi bagus :3

kaki i tak suke...

Mood : tengah keje bos tak msuk lagi

Music : the GazettE - Zetsu

oi! hehe.. amboih u princess mementang bos tak masuk lagi!

akceli... i baru perasan. yang kaki i tak suke cover-up shoes a.k.a kasut sarung.

eehhhh?????

ye...

uols see... kuku kaki i jadik cam dah buruk sebab pakai kasut sarung.

la ni baru perasan.

memule i pikir gak... pesal lah kuku kaki nih jadik cam nih tak de pics ye. buruk sangat nak tunjuk...

then baru i agak yang before nih i pakai kasut sarung...

before nih okay jek. 

so now i know...

kaki i tak suke! tak suke! tak suke! tiru iklan 

k. tu jek yang i nak cakap.

w w w~~~

papa~!!! >w<

nangeh lagik...

Mood : okie kot tengah breakfast

Music : the GazettE - PLEDGE

i'm a crybaby.

yep.

tak dapat disangkal.

yesterday malam i dok bace manga "akuma de sourou" yang dah ntah ke berape kali i bace.

and dah ntah ke berape kali i nangis bace manga nih.

storyline dia memang menyentap woo...

rasenye lagi best dari muvie ombak rindu yang tengah heboh skung nih.

ape kelas muvie melayu... chait!

and bile dia dah menyentap, sekali gus i MESTI cam wajib ingat kat mamat tuh.

dan secara automatiknye i akan teruskan nangis i sebab teringatkan mamat tuh.

urgghhh!!! i hated it!!!

i memang tersangat-sangat benci bile jadik camnih!!!

lee hong ki ko memang dasar jantan!!! grrr!!!!

i memang jenis senang nangis. uols nangis depan i and i akan follow.

i nih a very sensitive person.

hati kaca tau~ puh-leezz!

k. tu jek.

the end of princess risa's hobby... menyinggah lepas keje

Mood: tengah keje... agak stress tapi dah nak balik dah

Music: the GazettE - Filth In The Beauty cam takde lagu lain.. :3

Baru i perasan...

untuk melaksanakan misi terhebat i nih...

ade satu lagi yang i kene give up!

LIKE TOTALLY GIVING UP!

» menyinggah ke TS or Sg Wang or JJ before heading home. 

orz

Huwaaaa~!!!

Bencinye!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >o<

papa~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TT^TT

my one big important new year resolution!

Mood: enthusiast-ed :3

Music: the GazettE - Chizuru

Language: english

naa... ohayou minna-san!

i think the last time i said i don't need a new year resolution...

ano... i'll take that back! :3

since yesterday, i didn't rest easy... fakku.

dakara... i was thinking about new year resolution...

IMMA QUIT MY JOB AND OPEN UP MY OW BUSINESS!

BE MY OWN BOSS!!! YEAH!!!

ne.. my dream is to open my own boutique :3

so... starting for now i MUST be discipline towards myself.

and I SHALL NOT BREAK MY RULES! AND ALSO MY NUMBER ONE BIGGEST RULES OF ALL » NO SHOPPING!!!

my estimation of getting this done is by the middle of next year!

so minna-san!!! please support me ne~!!!

and i gotta forget my urges to shop!! urghh!!! that's the worst part since i always fail at that!

papa!!! I SHALL NOT FAIL!!! >_<

please wish me luck!!!

and to accomplished this, i just have to give on one thing... 

ok. i mean two things.

INTERNET and SHOPPING.

so... i shall not be around much online now...

so i can achieve my goal! rigghhhhttt????? :3

erm... that's mean no more outing for me! i need to save up every penny i could~ 

yosh!!! i can do this!

maa... papa, what do you think?

nyaaaa~!!!! i know you would!!!! mama aishiteru papa-san!!! ♥♥

jaa.... it's work time!!

i still had that fakku feelings that it's not to be a good year-end days but i must be strong and face this!!!

demo, i believe in the good outcome from even the baddest situation!!!

and i believe this is my wake-up call!

yoshhh!!! ja matta ne!!!

oh!!! i shall start learn japanese properly too while i'm at this! 

so busy busy busy days for me!

ano... anyone who fail to find me online can contact my phone! 

jaaaaa~!!!!

nak emo lagik... WORK PULAKS!

Mood: bercampur-baur

Music: the GazettE - LEECH

hmm...

ari yang tak bape nak best..

and i dapat rasekan yang hari-hari mendatang jugak akan tak best...

so i got warn ala-ala perli from ma boss.

ok.. 

people make mistakes.

tu dah memang lumrah.

so do i. so I MADE MISTAKES. SO WHAT?

ok, i tau memang salah i sebab terlampau ikutkan emo i sampai i make that far.king mistakes.

but benda dah jadik... i tak leh nak wat pa dah...

alah, macam lah kau pon tak wat mistake...

jangan ingat kau lawyer kau tu perfect sangat.

nobody's perfect.  

i tau lah i nih cepat terpengaruh...

so i terpengaruh ngan internet.

dia cakap i dok sibuk main yang bawah meja.

HELLO...

I TAK MAIN BAWAH MEJA OKAY.

INTERNET DAH ADE KAT DEPAN MATA SO I TAK PAKAI DAH HP TUK ONLINE.

ok... i tau yang tangan i nih tersangat gatal nak online time keje.

iisshhhhh tangan nih memang lah!!

otak pon satu!!! ggrrrrr~!!!

OKEH! OKEH!!!

AFTER THIS I NAK JADIK PEKERJA YANG CEMERLANG, GEMILANG, TERBILANG pergh ayat pak lah...

tak moh dah emo time keje!!!

yang mamat tuh, tolong yeh! PLEASE LAH! don't disturb my brain while i'm working.

I AM DEAD SERIOUS NIH!!! aku dah buang kau jejauh pon kau pi datang balik!

LAGI PON KAU INGAT AKU TAK TAU IF KAU TAK DE NAK NGUMPAT PASAL AKU? HUHHH???? TOLONG LAH... KAU PUNYE MULUT PON LEH TAHAN GAK KAN...

so pas nih, kau tengok ah!

i will revive!!! I WILL!!!!

eeehhh terlebih semangat lak i nih! 

dah la... malam dah... nak titon dulu...

kai onii-chama, you know what to do :3

erm... arini dah isnin balik

bosan sehhh~

semalam pegi umah cik amy tido semalam.

huhu~~

ujung taun nih bosan tul! >o<

nak wat new year resolution tak??

taun nih punye pon tak tercapai cam celake jek...

eh, matte! ape azam taun nih yek???

aiyohhh!!! cik risa oii!!!!

oh! semalam lepas cik amy anta i balik umah, i ikut auntie i pi 1shamelin.

x de bende lagi kat situ. baru bukak.. tu pon yang dah bukak just kedai-kedai makan.

pastu kitorang pi viva home yang kat highway miharja/loke yew tu.

dulu building tu memang dead habis.

skung dah cam WOOOOWWWW!!!

syiok wooo~~~

walaupon kedai-kedai kat situ banyak untuk interiors tapi ade gak kedai-kedai baju.

not bad.. not bad.. :3

maybe i akan ajak cik amy gi sane?? ;O

view dari atas christmas theme viva home

shantek tul pokok krismas nih :3

sempat lagik nak meng-selca-kan diri :3

hrrmm... ekceli minggu ni i nak gi CF comic fiesta kat KLCC

but tak de sape nak teman i gi sane... sedih sedih...

mase i naik lrt nak pi umah cik amy, terserempak pulaks dengan makhluk-makhluk yang dah pon kesane 

dalam ati mulelah mencarut... taknak cam !@#$%^&*%^& pulaks kan...

aihh~~~

taun depan nak gi gak!! NAK GAK!!!!!!!! T^T

korang kengkawan nih memang lah.. langsung tak moh teman i!! menci tau!

k! bos dah sampai! keje dulu bosannyeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!

playlist nyanyik nyanyik~

playlist for today yang akan berkumandang dari start keje sampai balik keje...

1. Alice Nine » Kiss Twice Kiss Me Deadly
2. Far East Movement » Like A G6
3. Katy Perry » E.T
4. The GazettE » Filth In The Beauty (PSC Carnival 2009 live version)
5. SuG » Love Scream Party
6. The GazettE » 13Stairs - [1]
7. The GazettE » Baretta
8. The GazettE » Filth In The Beauty
9. The GazettE » Guren
10. The GazettE » My Devil On The Bed
11. The GazettE » Reila
12. The GazettE » Ride With The Rockers
13. The GazettE » Taion
14. The GazettE » Toguro
15. The GazettE » Tokyo Shinjuu
16. The GazettE » The Suicide Circus

yosh!! mari bekerja minna-san!

keje kau aku kene buat

ape gile kau suruh i wat keje kau?

tak pe lah...
rezeki.
tak baek wooooo tolak.
lagipon dia suh wat draft jek.
kasi cincai boley?

*uiiihhhh boley... gaji u i kasi cincai la... BOLEY?*

crush.... CRUSHHH??!! #>_<#

hahahahaha~~~ ni ade satu citer i nak bagitau! yesterday yakni jumaat, ade satu client datang opis i untuk open joint account kat bank. ye. yang jadi mangsenye i lah! masuk ni dah TIGA kali i bukak joint account. all untuk accident case clients. tapi yang before ni tak de lah semenarik yang sekarang nih!
ape yang menariknye???? fufufu~~~
okay, client ni bername tuuttttt *maaf, nama terpaksa dirahsiakan demi keselamatan dan privacy*
although dia ni non-malay, tapi dia tersengat lah, eh, tersangatlah QIUT!
ye anak-anak, QIUT.
*ko ni, asal mamat kiut jek.. mule nak menggelupur!*
*alah! suke ahh! bluekkkk! XP*
dah. sambung balik citer. ade jek yang memotong stim i nak bercerita! aishhh!!!!
okay. he's not only QIUT but also good mannered. tak cam driver cine tu. kiut jek tapi tak sopan langsung! ᄏᄏᄏ
tapi semalam, mase bukak account tu, memang i tak percaya sangat-sangat!
*tak caye ape? huhhhhh???? O__O*
okay! okay! he's QIUT, and also very good mannered. and also have a good job! and yang paling i sungguh tak percaya, he's same age as me! mase tu i terbace ic dia mase nak bukak account
*terbace la pulakkan... .____.*
*wahh!!!! sempat lagik tu kan!!! >//////<*
not only that, can you imagine??? his monthly income dia more than RM2K!!! WOW! i terus jadik cam nih → ♥___♥
fufufu~~~ bayangkan kalau yearly bape dia dapat??? @___@
*dah sah! ini minah memang mata duitan! hey! gold digger!*
*aloo! i'm not gold digger okay! just being impressive! dah la QIUT, gaji besar, job prospek pon bagus, sape yang jadik awek dia mesti beruntung kannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~~~~~*
oh ye, dia keje kat maxis centre as customer service... officer? cam tu lah dia cakap semalam. maxis centre mane? SECREEETTTTTT~~~ fufufufu~~~
memang lah, dia tersangatlah sopan. mase nak separate *aicheh!* pon sopan jek... dia cakap pon sopan jek... kyaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~~~
*dah la tu..... -___________-*
okay. tu jek citer i. bye!