when risa cosplay reita... ;P

Mood : a bit on xDD
Music : Alice Nine - G3

oi oi minna! XDD
last time i was so fucking bored, i just did this. XDD

nyaha!! i love gazetto boys so much!! no biases! but if you want me to really choose just one, i 'll pick ruki. fufufu~~ i totally can't do a thing with that midget XDD

second purchase from cdjapan! SILHOUETTE FROM THE SKYLIT~ ohoi!

Mood : a bit out of space cuz he tweeted his picture with taka. demmmmmmm
Music : the GazettE - DIM SCENE

kombanwa minna..
i know i should have post this like long long long time a go.
but thanks to baka connection at home, i am soooo not unable to do that. uploading picture will take forever.
as you all know, i make my second purchase with cdjapan. this guys really reliable!
it's SILHOUETTE FROM THE SKYLIT!!
remembered i said before that i promised the band well practically the guitarist that i will buy their album?
and i got this about a week ago!!! YATTA!!!!

THE PARCEL! JENG JENG JENG!! arigatou cdjapan-san!!! \ ˚▽˚ /

the cd!!! yatta!!! X33

inside look! too bad the band's picture are too small! but i think i know who is who XDD

selca queen never missed a chance ≧ω≦

the cd arrived on thursday. or was it friday? crap. i forgot already.
but i was fucking shocked as i saw the parcel on top of the ironing board. like it was making a surprise to me. hell yeah YOU'RE!!! ( ≧◡≦ )
i tweeted the last picture to the guitarist (rockwell-san) and the drummer (kou-san) and they were surprised! nyahaha!! me too sia!!! XDD
Kou-san asked me where i purchased it and i said "CDJapan" turn out to be he never heard about that site! he thought i bought it from Amazon ( ≧ω≦ )/
actually, i was kinda surprised to when i search in CDJapan and they have SFTS! i said, FAKKU! THIS SHIT IS GLORIOUS! nyahahaha!!
my fave songs are their single Fake and Going To Fade, Rainfall and Skyline. well all actually! ( ≧◡≦ )
after this i'm buying ScReW's BIRAN which will released on 15th Feb i think. forgot already

i already make it into my save list in CDJapan. just waiting for my salary to clear and then i can check out.

estimation of this purchase is around RM200.

and then i'm buying Alice Nine " 9 " album. i watched the teaser. holy mother of duck!!!

Alice Nine Teaser. Album will be released on 22nd Feb. but that i have to wait for my third salary to clear.
and then in August i'm going to buy the GazettE's DIVISION
i have calculate. I can shall do this as long as I didn't go shopping.
minna, don't asked to go shopping ne. i violated my rules once. ENOUGH OF THAT.

gong xi fa chai! xin nian kuai le!

Mood : just nice~ \(^ 0 ^)/

Music : Exist Trace - End-less i love this fucking all-girls vkei band!

Ohayou minna~!!!

it's monday and the first day of CNY!
to all my chinese readers, gong xi gong xi!! xin nian kuai le~!! want hong bao (angpau) can hor?? xDD

as uols know i got four days off of my work happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

and it's been quite a hectic first two days since i came home.

my aunt got re-married which was a big shocker for me.

my mom said it on saturday and the wedding reception was yesterday.

and yesterday also, i went to Jusco Tebrau City.

one of the chinese flower deco at the foyer of Tebrau City

what would you not do with a selca queen?? xDD

well whaddo you know~~
I BREAK MY OWN FUCKING RULES!!!
and bought two tops at Padini.
i shouldn't be spending anything. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!
but...
FUCK YOU VERY MUCH. i did.
i shouldn't be blinded and defeated by that baka price tag of RM19 each.
in the end, i bought TWO. the hell...

plain shift dress. gomen for the low quality pic.

another top. it supposed to be green stripes.

therefore, i shall not EVER EVER EVER LIKE FOREVER EVER well maybe not forever. that's impossible SHOPPING UNTIL I SUCCEED MY DREAMS »

1. TO OPEN MY OWN BOUTIQUE.
2. TO GO TO JAPAN.
3. TO GO TO THE GAZETTE LIVES. and other bands too.
4. TO LIVE IN JAPAN.
5. TO MARRY A JAPANESE GUY.

actually it's been rather suckish days since yesterday cuz suddenly i got cold. my nose is fucking blocked and i can't breathe properly.
thank you very much to who ever spread that fuck virus.
well,
ja mata ne!

my shoxx mag arrived on new year's eve!

Mood : happy!!! for no reason

Music : i'm watching 'zombie kampung pisang' while doing this. lmao

konnichiwa!!! happy new year minna-san!!!

today is special cuz i'm updating my blog at cik amy's house! hohohh!!

i came yesterday after i collecting my far.king parcel at the post office.

YEP. TALKING ABOUT THAT...

so... this is it!!! my wait finally paid off!!!

i spend almost RM100 probably more if i gotta count the cost to collect the parcel

MY FIRST EVER SHOXX MAGAZINE SEPTEMBER ISSUE 2010

like whutt?? 2010. YEAH. 2010. NOT 2011. STILL I'M LOVIN' IT!!!

besides, it's a brand new mag although it's a last year issue! the smell is JAPAN smell!! X33

so now i have a part of japan production!! muahahah!!

and there's a quite embarrassing story behind it on how i went to collect my mag.

okie. so i left home, without breakfast and took LRT to pandan jaya.

from there i took a cab to the collection centre.

and the worst thing is, i forgot to bring my ID.

i realized it when the post officer asked my ID.

and i remembered that i put my ID in other purse on friday when i went to the bank that morning.

and i am stupidly enough to took out that purse without remembering that my ID was in there.

dakara, i have to go back home and return back to the collecting centre at taman shamelin and return back home.

okie. i supposed to go straight to cik amy's house but again, i forgot something else. fakku.

so i came back home. and i changed my bag and bring kiki along.

and just now, kiki was invaded by ants!! fakku you ants!!!

they went inside the keyboards!!! urgghh!!!

souka!!! i snaps all the entire process of "UNPACKING THE SHOXX PARCEL"

teehee!

the posting consignment note :) arigato toshi-san!!! he's probably the CDjapan staff :D

unraveling the package!! nicely bubble-wrapped!  

the packing slip!!

tah-dah!!! voila!!! unwrapped!!! THE FRONT COVER!!!! XDD

the back cover!!! XDD

T H E  P O S T E R ! ! ! ! ! *________*

behind the front cover! two pages cover story intro!

OH MY GODDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *^*

AAARRRGGHHHHHH!!!!! ASDFGHJKLJKLJKL

Ruki *my darling* exclusive personal interview page >///<

Aoi and Uruha pin-up!!! *____*

Uruha exclusive personal interview page!!! *^*

Aoi exclusive personal interview page!!! *q*

Reita exclusive personal interview page!! *t*

Kai exclusive personal interview page!!! *,*

Kai and Reita pin-up!!! *&*

the gazetto pin-up page!!!! sugoi!!! KAKKOIIII!!!! >///////<

and you can guess whether i screamed or not from the moment i open the package until i saw Ruki's face on the pages obviously~ duh!

and i screamed HARD!!! MUAHAHAHA!!!

so... i wanna say million gazetto thanks to » CDJapan « for this amazing stuff. i will definately shop here again! yeah! i'm planning to buy Silhouette From The Skylit album which launched on 23rd Dec 2011.

actually, i wanna post this yesterday but i got headaches until now. buti just can't help myself to open kiki and post this out!! X33

nyaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i'm feelin'...

XDD

ja mata ne!!!

i'll try to post the screen cap i took for jun's nico nico and alice9 channel nico nico as well~!

now me and cik amy gonna watch jackie chan's movie! 

and our dinner is two large cheezy lava pizza! XDD

teehee!

how i spent my kurisumasu weekends

Mood : possesed

Music : the GazettE playlist

Language : English

konbanwa minna-san~

first and foremost, MERI KURISUMASU!!!

so this week has been a shut-in for me.

and i spent my hours catching back to my readings.

and this is what i'm reading up until this hour...

"some lovers are meant to be... others are cursed"

i totally into this kinda books.

dark romance. dark fantasy.

i'm a sucker at it.

and nothing makes my mood so up while reading this book than listening to the GazettE's.

every songs especially from DIM album fits perfectly with every lines i read.

ruki's voice just sent chills down to my spirals and the music they made just makes me frozen and makes me feels like i was in the story itself.

this book. i bought it i think about a year a go? yeah.

it was months before i quit my first job.

and this my first book.

and i'm reading it back.

before, i read this book while listening to series of MCR and Evanescence's.

of course it sounded nice. especially evanescence's.

all the haunting songs from this band just set the RIGHT mood while reading this title.

but this time around, i'm making a nice twist to it.

listening to series of japanese songs while reading a story about magical historic dark romance.

i really recommended you guys to read this title.

if you love the Twilight Series, you just gotta love this.

it has a nice spin to whole dark romance genre.

it wasn't about vampires. this one special. the one that seems so real than vampires. you didn't even know if vampires ever existed

this is about magical creatures, more powerful than vampires.

like witches. but they called themselves as CASTERS.

and the nice twist inside this title was the history lessons included. CIVIL WAR.

oh yeah. i sucks at history in school. my most least favorite subject next to maths. seb bek sejarah lulus time SPM

but fear not. this title isn't boring at all! the more you read it, the more you involved into it.

and as for me, POSSESSED

and i just couldn't get enough of it.

i love the whole idea about the female characters possessing supernatural powers and on her edge of falling either into a good side or evil. she went to be good in the end. as always in all romance story. but i would love to see the opposite. really. i, which more into "bad" things than "good" thing :P

dakara...

this is how i spends my kurisumasu ho-ri-day.

kinda... boring ehh??

playlist nyanyik-nyanyik » west east mash up!

arini playlist i campuran timur dan barat. ♥

1. Alice Nine - Blue Flame
2. Alice Nine - Kiss Twice Kiss Me Deadly *lagu wajib*
3. Far East Movement - Like A G6
4. Screw - Gather Roses *lagi lagu wajib*
5. the GazettE - The Invisible Wall
6. Katy Perry - Fireworks
7. Katy Perry - E.T
8. One OK Rock - Liar
9. One OK Rock - Etcetera
10. the GazettE - Filth In The Beauty (2009 PSC Carnival Live) *wajib bukak*
11. SuG - Love Scream Party
12. the GazettE - 13Stairs[1]
13. the GazettE - Baretta
14. the GazettE - Before I Decay
15. the GazettE - Chizuru
16. the GazettE - Filth In The Beauty *harus bukak*
17. the GazettE - Naraku
18. the GazettE - Psychedelic Heroine
19. the GazettE - Remember The Urge
20. the GazettE - Taion
21. the GazettE - Toguro
22. the GazettE - Without A Trace
23. the GazettE - The Suicide Circus

nyaaa~~~ ruki teasing reita... kawaiii~~~!!! :33

playlist nyanyik nyanyik~

playlist for today yang akan berkumandang dari start keje sampai balik keje...

1. Alice Nine » Kiss Twice Kiss Me Deadly
2. Far East Movement » Like A G6
3. Katy Perry » E.T
4. The GazettE » Filth In The Beauty (PSC Carnival 2009 live version)
5. SuG » Love Scream Party
6. The GazettE » 13Stairs - [1]
7. The GazettE » Baretta
8. The GazettE » Filth In The Beauty
9. The GazettE » Guren
10. The GazettE » My Devil On The Bed
11. The GazettE » Reila
12. The GazettE » Ride With The Rockers
13. The GazettE » Taion
14. The GazettE » Toguro
15. The GazettE » Tokyo Shinjuu
16. The GazettE » The Suicide Circus

yosh!! mari bekerja minna-san!

nak emo pasal dia lagi...

wawa unnie mintak i jangan majuk lame-lame ngan mamat tuh...

ekceli i sendiri pon tak tau...

i nih majuk ka, marah ka, benci ka, apa ka kat mamat tu...

ntah la, ntah la, NTAH LA...

but there's one certain thing i am about him...

TAWAR HATI...

because he's unreachable even we were that close...

okeh! biaq i mai cerita sket...

i rase yang ni agak mengejutkan sket la...

time i pi airport ari tu...

memang la i starstruck jumpa dia depan mata...

sape tak kan? KAN?

i folow dari belakang sebab nampak dia lagi jelas...

pastu i pon dok jerit-jerit nama dia cam mak ilang anak...

i pi kejaq dia cam separuh mati kat situ...

orang depan belakang dok tolak-tolak...

yang depa ni pon dok jalan cepat sangat pasai pa?

kapal tebang tu tak terbang dulu lah!

dia tau hangpa suma artist...

ok. sambung balik.

i tenung wajah dia...

i tak tau samade dia perasan i ke tak..

perasan la kot sebab i perasan yang dia pandang kat i balik...

tapi ade satu benda yang buat i rase tak senang ati pastu.

memang menyentap!

expression muka dia.

i tak penah cerita kan?

camna rupa dia time tu?

langsung tak senyum. and muka ade sikit ekk...

LANGSUNG.

moment tu la yang duk melekat sampai la ni kat dalam pala otak nih.

i tak tau napa dia tak senyum...

muka masam cuka ja...

maybe penat. ye lah.. jalan sana, travel sini...

perform non-stop berturut-turut...

artist la katakan..

but that... THAT makes me wonder...

ape yang tak kena?

ok. maybe fan mesia a bit aggressive kot time tu...

tapi i abaikan ja sebab i pikir dia penat ja..

tapi... start dari situ...

titik permulaan yang buatkan i rase cam drifting away from him...

tapi time tu i tahan lagi..

i cakap kat diri i... tak pa, tak pa.. sikit ja...

dia femes... biasela lau dia tu ekk sikit...

ekceli mase dulu-sulu *yang tak bape nak dulu sangat la* 

i dapat rase yang i and mamat tu cam ade psychic connection...

cam bodoh ja kan?

tapi tu yang i rasa...

cam i dapat rase ape yang dia rase, apa yang dia buat...

i ingat lagi i gila banyak tweet kat dia...

cam-cam i cerita kat dia..

bukan takat kasi perangsang ja 

*encouragement ye.. bukan yang satu lagi tu~*

i cerita pasal apa jadik kat i time tu...

pasai kerja i..

pasai bos i pon ade cerita kat dia..

pasai music yangi suka dengaq...

i penah recommended him to listen to MCR...

i pon kasi la utube link lagu-lagu MCR i yang suka...

tup-tup i ade terbaca satu interview article pasai dia lepas tu yang dia suka dengaq MCR.

i pon terkejut. betui ka mamat nih?

dia baca tweet aku ka?

pastu lau dia tweet benda sedih, awal-awal lagi i akan bersedih dulu..

cam tetiba i jadik emo before dia tweet sad stuff. 

cam weird kan?
ekceli banyak lagi... cerita yang bernyangkut-paut dengan action i pada hari ni when it comes to about him.
but i rase i cerita satu persatu...
kang fening pulak...

so sekarang...

dah lain...

seriously i rasa len sangat-sangat.

masuk tarikh ari ni dah lebih dua bulan i tak dengaq suara dia.

takat muka dia memang i ade tengok. hari-hari.

pasai kat dalam bilik i muka dia bersepah.

muka ja tak kasi kesan...

yang buat i sentap biasenya suara...

memang.

maybe i yang berubah kot...

perasaan i pada dia tak kekal... tak lama mane yang i sangke..

i ingatkan i can be forever in love ngan dia... 

but that's not gonna happen...

i penah nangis tiap-tiap malam pasai benda ni..

sebab i takut... i akan kehilangan dia lau feelings i dah berubah...

i penah cakap kat dia secara tak direct iaitu pada gambar. alah uols pon wat gitu gak kan?

"one day, i will no longer in love with you. one day i will eventually leave you. but i don't want that ONE DAY to arrive. ever"

and that ONE DAY finally came... un-warned... unexpected... it was sooner than i thought...

and now i dah tau the reason why... 

why i never listen to the band anymore...

i baru perasan *lol*

i nih peminat tegar rock music.

my definition of rock is upbeat, deep, heavy sounds of all the instruments...

guitar, rhythm guitar, bass, drums and of course vocals..

ok. seriously, before i kenal FTI, i kenal mamat tu jek... 

uols perasan tak i tak sebut pon name dia...

bile research pasal dia baru tau dia nih ade band..

memula ingatkan band dia nih cam kpop group len...

ala dance sana dance sini...

seriously i tak berapa suka dance-dance kpop nih...

mase i memula dengaq dia nyanyi adelah lagu dari cerita yang dia dok belakon tuh.

tu la first time i dengaq dia nyanyi.

pasal band dia, memula i memang tak sangka.

sebab dedulu i tak minat korean music sebab i tau deyall dance, pop music.

i tak minat and tak suka pop music.

tapi i penah dengaq nama band nih dulu.

just tak sangka mamat tu singer band nih...
sebabnye i tak pandang pon korean music nih. jauh sekali nak dengaq.

so after i research pasal band dia, i start listen to their music.

i said, "not bad... not bad..."

and lelame hooked up... but it wasn't that long...

tapi one thing about me, i nih jenis yang takkan lekat lame kat sesuatu benda. lagi-lagi if benda tu i rase makin lame makin membosankan...

tu la yang i rase pasal band nih sekarang...

so the sparks and joy about this band i rase kejap jek.

sebab i realized, it does not fit to my "rock" standard.

memang bagus kat korea ade band. patut kene ade banyak lagi.

but.. but... i nak kan sesuatu yang lebih lagi. cam lagi ganas kot.... lagi hardcore.

sesuatu yang membuatkan my heart beat faster than usual.

sesuatu yang membuatkan i akan head bang sampai kepala leh tercabut.

sesuatu yang membuatkan i have an adrenalin pumping. 

something like this....

i know... like what the fak man? what the fak?
tapi i lebih suke this kind of music...
and FTI doesn't reach this kind of stands?
ok. sorry if i offended you. moreover if people who reading this is a primadonna
but ni yang i nakkan...
dulu these stuff yang buat i happy.
lantaq pi la orang nak kata pa.
gila pa budak nih dengaq lagu-lagu camnih..
dok terhenjut-henjut cam tak betul...
pastu cam memuja-muja ja...
ok. part memuja tu tak de la.
but these keeps me ahead and moving forward.
i feel more energetic and active.
semangat. SEMANGAT tu penting.
lagu-lagu camnih i rase lebih bersemangat.
sambil dok goyang kepala, i rase lagi tenang.
pelik kan i nih?
and now i don't know if i ever wanted to listen the band... or rather listen to his voice.

hmm.... nengok... i cerita panjang lebar pasal mamat tuh lagi... orz
so... uols rase ape sebenarnye perasaan i?
majuk ka? marah ka? benci ka?



......

my 恋人

sebelum i decided nak tinggalkan kpop...
i dah pon discover interest baru.
cam yang uols dah tau...
*rujuk enrty lepas-lepas*
sekarang nih i TERSANGAT-SANGAT lah minat kat band-band dari Jepun.
hai~!!!!!
antaranye...
the GazettE, Alice Nine, ScReW, Nega, Deluhi, Sadie, Deathgaze, Exist Trace, ViViD, SuG, Silhouette From The Skylit, One OK Rock and lots more...
current addiction » the GazettE atau Gazetto
memang totally hooked up!!!!
i tak tau napa lah i boleh jatuh chenta kat Gazetto nih!
*aichehhh!!!!*
maybe sebab RUKI kowt...
*uuiitttt??? O__O *
hehehehehehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (^0^)
Ruki? who is Ruki?

this fella ↓

*waaarrghhhhh MAJOR NOSEBLEED!!!*

pergghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gila hand........... SHANTEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kan? kan? kannnnnnnnnnnnnn?????

he's my new koibito ♥♥

he's so manly, childish in his own way and shoooooooo kawaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ♥♥♥

suara dia memang manly you! very deep i tell you!!!

tak cam mamat tuh...

i dengaq sora dia first time terusssssssssssss cair~~~

what do you guys think?

seswai tak ngan princess risa ni?

see? Risa... Ruki... nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~

RisaKi ♥♥♥